Post by Harley Johanson-Ruckia on Aug 14, 2009 14:24:04 GMT 10
So long have I desired to write in one of these. My family has been casted from my life upon the death of my brother and the actions Stephen has taken to turn me into a vampire. I feel betrayed not only by him, but by someone I once considered a friend. I will throw aside the Johanson name the first chance I get. Though I did recieve a letter at the school from my father stating that my share of the trust fund is still intact and he's just waiting for me to withdraw it, and he also stated that he and Mother desperatly want me back home.
I can't trust myself to go back. Not until I have learned more control. Slowly though, I am realizing the power that has been given to me. I have the strength I've always desired and the speed also. But I must watch myself. The other day, I was late to a class and ran, not even realizing it was at a supernatural speed. Thankfully, nobody was around to see it.
The consideration of dropping out of school this year has crossed my mind many times, but I will make it through, even if it means that I have sneak away almost every night. I just view this as another challenge for myself. Oh well, Let's just see what unfolds.
I can't trust myself to go back. Not until I have learned more control. Slowly though, I am realizing the power that has been given to me. I have the strength I've always desired and the speed also. But I must watch myself. The other day, I was late to a class and ran, not even realizing it was at a supernatural speed. Thankfully, nobody was around to see it.
The consideration of dropping out of school this year has crossed my mind many times, but I will make it through, even if it means that I have sneak away almost every night. I just view this as another challenge for myself. Oh well, Let's just see what unfolds.
