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Post by John Ford on Sept 14, 2009 22:41:59 GMT 10
John moved silently during the cold winters night, the Holidays have settled in and now John moved quietly among the park in silence. He had returned to his home for Christmas, despite everything. With this, John now wondered aimlessly, and quietly. The sound of ice and snow crunching under his feet. John sighed. He missed Beau, but things have been getting weird between them. Beau seemed for distant, and John was confused, and unsure how to fully work with that.
John reached into his pocket, grabbing out his wand, he pointed it at the sky, "Aurora Borealis." John muttered. John began to trace the nothern lights within the sky. It was beautiful to watch this. The sight of the lights dancing.
John closed his eyes now, he sat upon the cold swings, and he searched within himself the connection between Beau and him.
He tested it, tugging this way and that before he sent a message to Beau.
"Hey, how are you feeling? Are you busy?"
Beau had claimed he needed to go on business, so John was more scared to tug on the connection and realize it is a bad time, then tug on it and have a right time just to have Beau be angry for tugging.
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Post by Cade Felic on Sept 15, 2009 6:57:12 GMT 10
Beau laid rather miserabley back against the pillowed, damn this was harder then he wanted it to be! he thought about Samual and his task the boy was like a brick and worst a werewolf!!1 Beau ahd a rule no magical creature, they were always so hard to get involved with always claiming they had it hardest in the wolrd and all that crap! whoever the girl that hired him to get rid of Sam must of done her research on Beau because he would of never accepted this task if one he dind't know what was at stake and seocnd he didn't know what Sam was, that was untill Sam started to brag about it like a proud dangrous peacock, that irritated him more then anything!
gentalmoaned escaped his lips as the tired teacher rlled onto his side eyes closed but frowned at the tugging. what the? he frowned and opened his eyes hearing a voice. "Hey, how are you feeling? Are you busy?"
The voice rang in his head as if to try clear away any thoughts and put only the message in the front of his mind scattering everything else. he moaned now it was John, the person he craved despritly to pull closer to him and sigh softly to him that everything was going to be ok, the parting of John to leave for ihs holidays had been...harsh on Beau, through Beau had showed little emotion on that parting day the feelings where there and remained stubbornly he had no choice for this feeling that just took over and knocked everything out of his body untill John was the only thing that Beau needed ot keep his body or mind running.
"Feeling?" he chuckled softly and gave a small smile to himsef wondering if John could see him somehow? "dont worry about my feelings, what about you...?" he yawned no of course he wasmn't busy right now, he was to busy catching up on needed sleep and resting his mind at the same time hurting his head over puzzling people that Beau needed to work out! was this truely worth the torment? eau wondered sighing outloud.
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John Ford
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Post by John Ford on Sept 15, 2009 7:02:53 GMT 10
John hesitated, before he answered. "I can come back later.... When your a little less tired..." John knew right away Beau would decline. Stuborn man.
"I'm fine. Just cold..." John said swinging, "I'm outside right now. My dad is still..." John sighed, he didn't talk about his father much, but he allowed Beau a few glimpses of how hi father treats him. "He hasn't raised his voice, or hit me yet though." John said brightly. "How is the mission go?"
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Post by Cade Felic on Sept 15, 2009 7:12:18 GMT 10
"I can come back later.... When your a little less tired..." "im awake now John, stay." he ordered ina rough voice, there was no way he was going to allow John to just leave him even when tired he missed the voice so much, Johns calling him Beau or Sir. it was aodirable and he felt only to old only John.
"I'm fine. Just cold...", "I'm outside right now. My dad is still..." IMages suddenly feel through on Beaus mind he would of complained aboutt hat if he wasn't to much paying attention to the child abuse images he could see, Beua stared at the unforgiving angrey face of the face. Beau gritting his teeth and clentched his fist, that was unforgivable, Beua made vow his next assasination would be Johns father, weither John wanted it or ot. it was for his protectin!
"He hasn't raised his voice, or hit me yet though." John , "How is the mission go?" Johns voice happy and bright made him calm down and smile a bit his eyes slid closed but was listening to only Johns voice, concerntrating dearly on only John. his John. "I want you back." he sighed lightly,"i think im getting to old for this Job." Beau admitted,"i had retired, i'm out of practice unforunatly." he said grumpily.
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Post by John Ford on Sept 15, 2009 12:54:58 GMT 10
John swung high, feeling the addrenoline.
"Don't be so grumpy." John shot back, "And your not that old. Trust me. Your perfect for the job. I wish you were here with me too.." John whispered. He thought. "Maybe I could apparate?"
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Post by Cade Felic on Sept 15, 2009 16:10:32 GMT 10
"Don't be so grumpy." , "And your not that old. Trust me. Your perfect for the job. I wish you were here with me too.." "Maybe I could apparate?" "John i trust no one." he muttered rubbing his eyes his tone serious to every single word, no one encluded himself, trust wasn't a think in this world and no one held it when he ouldn't hold it within himself. beau didn't know who he was at times and thats all he knew. "No John, if my parents walked in here to see me all over you." his expresstion grave wondering if John could see his face or was only sending those mental images and thoughts to Beau? "end result wont be so good." Beau did live with his parents outside of school at times most of the time he rented a apartment but when he was spending a lot of time at home he would go to his parents house to do hs marking work where he usually wasn' bothered. he did like his parents at times, his mother mainly...his father was rather abusive and frightening but he didn't care Beau needed to come back and make sure his mum was ok.
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Post by John Ford on Sept 15, 2009 22:47:54 GMT 10
John frowned there was just so much about Beau that was closed, that John wanted to open. "Alright then. Your tired Beau... Sleep. I'll... Send you a telepathic message in the morning." JOhn was hurt though, although he would never admit it, he disliked the fact Beau didn't trust him or want him as much as he says.
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Post by Cade Felic on Sept 16, 2009 8:14:12 GMT 10
"Alright then. Your tired Beau... Sleep. I'll... Send you a telepathic message in the morning." "damn you John no keep tlaking to me." he said the sudden out burst to keep JOhn talking to him must of been heard by his father, the man opeed the door without knocing he looked a lot alike Beau but his haair and nose and eyes where different, everything else to Beau was his mother. the man glared,"who are you tlaking to?" he damanded angrily.
Beau paused staring blankly at his father in hope he dind't hit him infront of John."sleep talking." he answered his voice wasn't afraid of his father it was almost matching the anger. "well keep your mouth shut in my house." the man demanded empisizing the word my. "yes sir." Beau answered waiting for him to leave before he allowed a breath out. he waited for Johns voice to return.
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Post by John Ford on Sept 16, 2009 8:59:19 GMT 10
John shook his head, "Sorry..." John thought that was his fault.
John sighed, "Sounds like you have father issues."
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Post by Cade Felic on Sept 16, 2009 10:36:30 GMT 10
J"Sorry...", "Sounds like you have father issues." Beau nodded gravly sitting up in his bed and rubbing his eyes,"unresolved issues im afraid" he answered getting up from the bed,"see if my dad caught you in here id be in so much shit" he sighed, "look...meet me in a hour at the alley a few blocks away please" he ordered waving a hand as he took off the shirt.
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Post by John Ford on Sept 16, 2009 11:22:07 GMT 10
John nodded.
An hour came as quickly as he thought it might, and soon he waited for Beau to appear. Beau seemed quite agitated and John frowned, passing.
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Post by Cade Felic on Sept 16, 2009 12:36:28 GMT 10
Beau rubbed his eyes walking he was embarressed John had to witness his fathers attitude to wards him and that even at Beau"s age. His father made him feel like a child. "John" he called out coming around the brick building to find the boy. He didn't say anything much just right away went to the boy and held him close kissing the childs lips.
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John Ford
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Post by John Ford on Sept 16, 2009 13:37:58 GMT 10
John kissed back and smiled. "Hey." John embraced him. "I missed you... So much..." John whispered. Tears welling up. John lied about his father hitting him and yelling at him, but he figured Beau didn't need to know.
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Post by Cade Felic on Sept 16, 2009 15:06:45 GMT 10
"Hey." "I missed you... So much..." The boys tears freaked Beay out a little he held John closer,"aww come on stop crying...did I hurt you im dorry" he said tensly worried he had somehow harmed John when hugging and kissing him?
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John Ford
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Post by John Ford on Sept 17, 2009 3:56:13 GMT 10
John sobbed a laugh, "No. You didn't hurt me. I just missed you that much. I got something for you!" John said almost jumping, Christmas did pass after all. John reached into his pocket and pulled out a box and passed it to Beau.
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