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Post by Arjun Gehi on Sept 7, 2009 21:15:23 GMT 10
"i don't know, i can't make a choice if i don't understand why it happens or what happens ok." "Ok I am sorry," Arjun said. Surely there was no point trying to let her think about it. It must feel terrible. He was surprised as she suddenly pressed her lips against his, and wihtout waiting to think, he kissed her back.
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Post by Olivia Hitsugaya on Sept 7, 2009 21:32:44 GMT 10
"Ok I am sorry," Olivia smiled aorund his lips kissing him back, she was liking it, liking it so much, so much she was sure this was....lvoe or that thing people called love, and it stired emotions, strong emotions in which her mind refused to let her enjoy for to long, she suddenly stepped away it wasn't her own choice and what was worst was she was remembering this she could see this, she was the good Olivia and she dind't have controll of herself, her feet stepped back and her head was thrashing but she dind't know why, she frowned as this happened and it suddenly stopped she stopped shakcing her head and her legs stopped stepping back. she stared ta him "I...i dind't meant to...to step away."she said biting her lower lip,"i wouldn't of i...i liked that, i don't know..don't know what happened?" she frowned confused with herself as usual
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Post by Arjun Gehi on Sept 8, 2009 20:16:26 GMT 10
Arjun liked their kiss and was surprise when she suddenly stepped back. For a second he was not sure what has happened but then he realized something.
"I...i dind't meant to...to step away."she said biting her lower lip,"i wouldn't of i...i liked that, i don't know..don't know what happened?" "Its ok Olivia," he said politely, "Maybe it was your other side trying to get control of you." He held out his arms for her.
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Post by Olivia Hitsugaya on Sept 8, 2009 20:20:50 GMT 10
"Its ok Olivia,", "Maybe it was your other side trying to get control of you." Olivia looked down,"it's embarrassing." she muttered her cheeks pink, he talked as if she was a robot with two sides to her one trying to take over the other, a silent war inside of her and she felt as if she was losing to it. well she wouldn't let it make her unhappy, she would stay happy and ignore it. she refused to allow this to make her depressed.
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Post by Arjun Gehi on Sept 8, 2009 20:33:01 GMT 10
,"it's embarrassing." Arjun did not wish to see her sad. He stepped forward. "Has anyone ever said you look very pretty when you smile?" he said.
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Post by Olivia Hitsugaya on Sept 8, 2009 20:35:11 GMT 10
Has anyone ever said you look very pretty when you smile?" Olivia blinked in suprsie and shook her head,"umm, i..i don't think so." she said self counciously tucking a strange of hair behind her ear staring at her feet.
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Post by Arjun Gehi on Sept 8, 2009 20:37:01 GMT 10
"umm, i..i don't think so." Arjun smiled at her and took another step closer. "And I would add you are very cute also?" he said. He wished he had flowers with him or something else beautiful to present to her right now.
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Post by Olivia Hitsugaya on Sept 8, 2009 20:40:48 GMT 10
"And I would add you are very cute also?" "umm...thankyou?" she a\wasn't sure what to say no one said things like this to her as her cheeks rose up brightly red she pressed her hands to them trying to cool herself down, why did she feel so hot all of a sudden? she wondered flushing deeply all because of him!
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Post by Arjun Gehi on Sept 9, 2009 20:31:25 GMT 10
"umm...thankyou?" Arjun smiled looking at her pretty face. He offered her his hand. "I have to go to Hogsmeade to send a letter to my home," he said. They were standing in an owlrey where he could easily get an owl but he needed to go to post office to get an emergency owl, which would be quick enough to reach his home before the hogwarts express reached its station, telling his parents he won't be arriving that day. "Would you like to come with me?" he asked.
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Post by Olivia Hitsugaya on Sept 9, 2009 20:37:01 GMT 10
"I have to go to Hogsmeade to send a letter to my home," , "Would you like to come with me?" Olivia paused and then nodded her eyes lingered to his hand she hesitated before reaching out and taking it she stared at the ground not use to this sort of behaviour towards her, was this a trap of some sort? it dind't feel like a trap. a trap was usually with much older people who were cold and angrey and dind't speak nicely to her or say such good things, they accused her of things that she knew she didn't, no she trusted Arjunb...she wanted to trust Arjun at leaste, thats all she wanted, she walked beside him remembering there last meeting and him mentioning sending a letter home. "when do you go back?" she asked eyes managing to leave the ground for a split second to glance at his face and then back to the owl droppings covered ground in which they walked on towards the wizards village outside of Hogwarts grounds.
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Post by Arjun Gehi on Sept 9, 2009 20:42:19 GMT 10
Arjun was glad as she took his hand. He was surprised by the way he felt for her. Looking at her innocent expressions he wished to be with her always. He has had girlfriends in past while he was in school, but had never felt this way towards any of them before.
"when do you go back?" "I was supposed to go back today," he said, "But I missed my train."
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Post by Olivia Hitsugaya on Sept 9, 2009 20:49:10 GMT 10
"I was supposed to go back today,", "But I missed my train." Olivia felt his fingers curl up around her slim hand and stared stared at there connection for a while, she liked his touch. it wasn't harsh it wasn't a touch that read, i want to hurt you which she got form....everyone? or a touch that was warningly pullingher away from a fight which was a rare touch. no his was different, something she had never recieved from anyone else as she struggled to work out what it was exactly? she had that feeling that she never wanted to let go of his hand, and somehow, she thought he wanted to same...but that might be foolish one ended feelings? Olivia didn't know. maybe that was her own wishes for him to want to hold her again? or she getting to hold him? she wondered how long these friendly exchanged smiled or feelings would go?
"that was my fault, wasn't it." she asked looking to the side. it was no question, she knew the answer and she felt bad."i..im sorry i guess i was messed up and needed someone, i know im not worth your time or something like that, you should of juts gone home i would of been fine." Through Olivia dind't know that for herself, he seemed to be helping her climb out of a very deep dark hole she was jumping herself into. and he was like aladder letting her reach out into a sunshines area that she craved to be in, sunshine area with other people, people with feelings who might like her.
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Post by Arjun Gehi on Sept 9, 2009 21:07:21 GMT 10
"that was my fault, wasn't it." ."i..im sorry i guess i was messed up and needed someone, i know im not worth your time or something like that, you should of juts gone home i would of been fine." Arjun shook his head. "No," he said, "It was not your fault. I wished to be with you when I got your message. And I am not regretting my decision." He was sure had it been someone else, he would not have stopped for them. Because missing the train meant not being sure when he would get another ticket for, maybe tomorrow, maybe after a week. He would not have risked missing his classes for just anyone. But surprisingly, everything else did not seem a much big deal when it was because of her.
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Post by Olivia Hitsugaya on Sept 9, 2009 21:13:03 GMT 10
"No,", "It was not your fault. I wished to be with you when I got your message. And I am not regretting my decision." Olivia flushed a deep red hit her cheeks and she felt hot enough that if she stuck her face in snow it might accutally melt, well she was sure it mihgt. Olivia sighed outloud her eyes beaming almost shining reflecting brightly anthing she was looking off because of the happiness she felt hearing those words, it had been such a long time sincehse had heard something like that, Olivia wasn't even sure when the last time someone would of said such sweet words to someone like her! she spun up on her toes and pressed her lips to his tasting the sweetness that she could get from suckling his lower lip,s eh let out a bright laugh, a sound that shocked her own ears. Laughtering. not something Olivia was allowed to do very often because there was nothing funy to even laugh at, now she was lauhging because she was happy.
"thankyou." she said her wlak had more of a bounce and her prosure was straighter her chin up high as if she had more will and longing to be in this world and it was all because of im, that was something worthed being thanked for and she owned him more then a kis and a thanks.
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Post by Arjun Gehi on Sept 9, 2009 21:16:16 GMT 10
Arjun was surprised as she kissed him and he kisssed her back lovingly. He loved the sound of her laughter and he thought it made her look even more beautiful.
"thankyou." "You are welcome, beautiful," he said smiling at her.
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