Olivia Hitsugaya
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Post by Olivia Hitsugaya on Sept 4, 2009 21:32:24 GMT 10
Oh," , "And I am sure she said something harsh?". "Anyways, you can write the letter to your father now," Olivia shook her head,"no i..i don't think that would be a good idea anymore." she said looking aside,"he wants me to be alone, leave the school and live without people." she tried to speak without her voice craking or sound as if she wasn't hurt about it when really she was.
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Post by Arjun Gehi on Sept 4, 2009 21:45:24 GMT 10
"no i..i don't think that would be a good idea anymore." she said looking aside,"he wants me to be alone, leave the school and live without people." Arjun was shocked to hear that. "And thats because of your mood swings, isn't it?" he said frowning. He was using the term 'mood swings' because he did not know what really that was. But it was for sure that turning her isolated would only worse her condition. She needed care and love and more people to be her friends.
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Olivia Hitsugaya
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Post by Olivia Hitsugaya on Sept 4, 2009 21:47:21 GMT 10
"And thats because of your mood swings, isn't it?" Olivia shifted,"i don't know." she admitted,"i asked can i see him again and he told me i should go away without people...i don't know what i done." she said looking down,"i don't know what i do in these 'mood swings'" she said looking down,"it scares me not to remember sometimes." she admitted.
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Post by Arjun Gehi on Sept 5, 2009 21:05:37 GMT 10
Arjun held her hand gently. "And when does it happen mostly?" he asked, "Do you remember? Or from when had it started?"
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Olivia Hitsugaya
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Post by Olivia Hitsugaya on Sept 5, 2009 21:08:15 GMT 10
"And when does it happen mostly?" , "Do you remember? Or from when had it started?" Olivia looked dow trying to think,"usually when it's night time, accutally always at night times." she answered,"or if i get to angrey or emotional." she said,"i don't try to, it just one moment i'll be tlkaing to someone and then everythings just blank and if i try to remember then i egt sick." she said sticking out her lower lip
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Post by Arjun Gehi on Sept 5, 2009 21:14:29 GMT 10
Arjun felt very bad for the innocent girl whom he had thought mean like everyone else in their first meeting. "There has to be a reason for everything, Olivia," Arjun said, "And every problem has a solution. I am sure we will find out."
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Olivia Hitsugaya
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Post by Olivia Hitsugaya on Sept 5, 2009 21:17:50 GMT 10
"There has to be a reason for everything, Olivia," , "And every problem has a solution. I am sure we will find out." Olivia shrugged,"truthfully, i like who i am, forgetting makes being a werewolf easier i don't remember or go through the pain i know the pack goes through...they never use that potion thats meant to help, they beleive in natural being which is also why we live outdoors and none of us have jobs or houses...they were the only people who i thought could put up with me...and now they don't want me anymore and i don't know what i did they said i was better off forgetting"
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Post by Arjun Gehi on Sept 6, 2009 21:03:29 GMT 10
"Forgetting is not the solution, is it?" Arjun said, "You don't even intend to do, and you hurt people, and you don't even remember to clarify it to the others. You like who you are and that is good. Wouldn't you like to be yourself all the time?"
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Olivia Hitsugaya
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Post by Olivia Hitsugaya on Sept 6, 2009 21:07:50 GMT 10
"Forgetting is not the solution, is it?", "You don't even intend to do, and you hurt people, and you don't even remember to clarify it to the others. You like who you are and that is good. Wouldn't you like to be yourself all the time?" This was something Olivia coudldn't do or belive when people said it she stepped away and shook her head,"i don't hurt anyone, i never hurt anyone!" she said defensivly, she refused to belive she would ever hurt anyone because she knew herself this way she knew she wouldn't and couldn't."people just don't like me thats all." she said. "how can i chose between this or the other self whenidon't know who the other me is? maybe im happier or better the other way?" she asked, she had wondered that, she seemed weak when she was this way. the other way she had found herself in strange situations in which she must of been strong to be able to put herself in, she dind't understand werewolfs where strong.
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Post by Arjun Gehi on Sept 7, 2009 20:19:46 GMT 10
"It is not possible to dislike someone without a reason," Arjun said, "And anyways, it will be impossible to hate the Olivia I know," he added, "You can not hurt anyone Olivia, but your other self can do. So there is no way you can be happier in your other self."
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Olivia Hitsugaya
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Post by Olivia Hitsugaya on Sept 7, 2009 20:25:59 GMT 10
"It is not possible to dislike someone without a reason,", "And anyways, it will be impossible to hate the Olivia I know," , "You can not hurt anyone Olivia, but your other self can do. So there is no way you can be happier in your other self." Olivia sighed, even when he said her other side will hrut someone, she just refused to belive it, she just couldn't no matter hwo said it how many times,s he wouldn't hurt anyone! "You know that saying, if you can't find trust in yourself you can't trust other people?" she asked slowly,"i'm sort of got that stuff in me" she admitted looking down.
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Post by Arjun Gehi on Sept 7, 2009 20:31:25 GMT 10
Arjun understood how he felt. Even if he started having blank memory at times and someone told him he had done something cruel he would not believe them. "Olivia, your trust is right," he said, "Because you are not yourself when these mood swings happen.. in fact, these are not the mood swings.. you change completely when it happens."
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Olivia Hitsugaya
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Post by Olivia Hitsugaya on Sept 7, 2009 20:36:39 GMT 10
"Olivia, your trust is right,", "Because you are not yourself when these mood swings happen.. in fact, these are not the mood swings.. you change completely when it happens." Olivia looked down and nodded she had been told this, it was why she couldn't trust herself she knew she wasn't a good person when she changed but she still couldn't bring herself to accept hurting other people was true. "that dosn't help me trust myself anymore." she mutterd shifting on her feet uncomfortabely.
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Post by Arjun Gehi on Sept 7, 2009 20:38:22 GMT 10
"Trust yourself, Olivia," Arjun said, "Trust that you are a good person, no matter what anyone says. Because no matter what you do while you are not yourself, you don't do on purpose. If given a choice, you won't be doing it, right?"
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Olivia Hitsugaya
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Post by Olivia Hitsugaya on Sept 7, 2009 20:43:19 GMT 10
"Trust yourself, Olivia,", "Trust that you are a good person, no matter what anyone says. Because no matter what you do while you are not yourself, you don't do on purpose. If given a choice, you won't be doing it, right?" olivia sighed and shrugged,"i don't know, i can't make a choice if i don't understand why it happens or what happens ok." she answered trying not to let herself get irritated it wasn't arjuns fault she didn't know or couldn't chose on this, really Olivia didn't like tlaking about i, she just wanted to forget it even happened, but forgetting is exactly what happens, she looked at Arjun leaning up on her toes, she lightly pressed her lips to his.
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