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Post by Tant kemp/Tony Kemp on Aug 3, 2009 16:15:45 GMT 10
Tant looked down at the parachment in which she was meant to be copying notes from her text book, but now staring at her parchment she realised what she had been writing.
mayank,mayank,mayank,mayank,mayank,mayank,mayank mayan....
Her blinked in suprise and placed a cross over thw words before throwing her quill down and her face in her hands. She felt like a silly high school girl who had a crush on a guy she didn't know if she could have or not! That longing to be with him and talk only of him, drag about him and ger feelings to someone else. Childish was the only word to discribe her actions.
Sitting back in her chair she stared at the parchment blankly her mind sill buzzing, she went to reach out for her book and noticed her hand. She still wore her wedding ring on her finger. She closed her hand remembering she was still tecnoqiually married, she lost her husbane...she had lost her baby. And she didn't want anyone else, this is what she desided a long time ago. It had been years now, she had been with jurell briefly, now he was dead because of her...maybe those she loved all ended up dead?
She shook her head knowing such thoughts where stupid and not true. But she wasn't going to be a stupid child and deny her feelings, and yet she didn't know how to face them.
Sighing she leant forwards hugging her book wishing she knew whar to do with herself, wishing she had jurrell or tony back to talk to.
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Post by Ronit Virani on Aug 3, 2009 21:46:33 GMT 10
Ronit returned the book he has taken from library the previous day and took another one to read. Just as he was about to sit he saw Tant sitting not too faraway. He walked towards her. He had to talk with her. He was upset that he and Drop had disappointed her. He had to give her explanation, which thankfully seemed much easier than when Mayank was around. "Hello Miss Kemp," he said taking a chair beside her. he noticed she looked worried. "Is everything alright?"
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Post by Tant kemp/Tony Kemp on Aug 3, 2009 22:01:20 GMT 10
Tant sat up the moment someone was addressing her, she looked at ronit as he asked what she ok, no she wasn't ok not at all.
"Yes Ronit thankyou" she smiled and remembering the other night on the field where she had seen Ronits and Drop child.
"I...I still can not understand your disition Ronit" she frowned looking at him,"I know your a responsiable boy, but if Simpal really was a accident you don't need to cover it up you have people who love and want to listen to you" she said, she couldn't believe that he would do this oon purpose.
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Post by Ronit Virani on Aug 4, 2009 20:21:08 GMT 10
"Yes Ronit thankyou" "I...I still can not understand your disition Ronit" "I know your a responsiable boy, but if Simpal really was a accident you don't need to cover it up you have people who love and want to listen to you"
Ronit sighed and shook his head. "No Miss. Kemp," he said, "If it would have been an accident I would have accepted our mistake. But we have taken this decision after much thinking, and after Tony's permission."
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Post by Tant kemp/Tony Kemp on Aug 4, 2009 20:54:30 GMT 10
Tant laughed reaching up rubbing her eyes before leaning back against her chair,"I find that hard to believe of tony" she said looking down.
"You know I might be...disappointed, but I think im more jealous" she sighed.
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Post by Ronit Virani on Aug 4, 2009 21:13:12 GMT 10
"I find that hard to believe of tony" "You know I might be...disappointed, but I think im more jealous"
Ronit smiled slightly. "Miss Kemp you don't need to be jealous," he said, "Drop is your niece. Simpal is our daughter but aren't we and Simpal also like your own children? Just hold Simpal once and then tell me if you are still jealous." He then added, "I am very sorry we disappointed you, Miss Kemp. But it was the only chance we had. You are saying you are more jealous than disappointed. Then just imagine how Drop must have felt. She had a chance then, and she knew if we let it go it will never come back. We decided to have the child, and I feel its the best decision we had taken."
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Post by Tant kemp/Tony Kemp on Aug 4, 2009 21:44:01 GMT 10
Tant stared at her floor and then smiled,"yes, my students are like my children...but....you can't replace a lost child ronit" she sighed,"im just...you and her...you both have everything that I want" she muttered and then shook her head,"silly isn't it"
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Post by Ronit Virani on Aug 6, 2009 20:55:30 GMT 10
"yes, my students are like my children...but....you can't replace a lost child ronit"
"No one can replace that," Ronit agreed, "But what is gone is not coming back. Why to loose what you can have now? Drop is your niece. Tony is away from her right now. You should be there like a parent-figure for her, shouldn't you?"
[i["im just...you and her...you both have everything that I want" "silly isn't it"[/i]
"Maybe," Ronit said, "And yes we are very happy. But we want you to share our joy."
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Post by Tant kemp/Tony Kemp on Aug 6, 2009 21:15:30 GMT 10
"No one can replace that,", "But what is gone is not coming back. Why to loose what you can have now? Drop is your niece. Tony is away from her right now. You should be there like a parent-figure for her, shouldn't you?"
"Maybe,", "And yes we are very happy. But we want you to share our joy." [/i]
Tant looked down and sighed,"thankyou Ronit." she replied, she wasn't sure she could do that. right now she was still trying to sort herself confusing feelings still, she looked at her parchment with the squiggles over the name mayank. how childish she thought staring at it blankly zoning out from the world thinking about her incrediable holiday with him.
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Post by Ronit Virani on Aug 7, 2009 20:29:22 GMT 10
"thankyou Ronit."
The answer was not a yes or no for whether she was ready to be happy with them or not. Ronit turned his eyes to the parchment she was staring at.
mayank,mayank,mayank,mayank,mayank,mayank,mayank mayan....
It was not a surprise for him. He had noticed the way Mayank has held her hand when they had talked about Simpal. "Miss Kemp, are you and Mayank just friends?" he asked.
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Post by Tant kemp/Tony Kemp on Aug 7, 2009 21:01:16 GMT 10
"Miss Kemp, are you and Mayank just friends?"
The way he asked made her laugh, she looked at the parchment and sighed,"i..i don't know Ronit." she said honestly."he's a good man, and i...feel a lot towards him, emotions i havn't felt for a long time, even with Jurell...so maybe we are more." she said een through everything she had been with Mayank, she was still confused at where they were.
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Post by Ronit Virani on Aug 8, 2009 21:09:32 GMT 10
Ronit did not trust Mayank but he was sure if he said that Tant trusted him. "Miss Kemp are you sure he feels the same way about it?"
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Post by Tant kemp/Tony Kemp on Aug 8, 2009 21:15:21 GMT 10
"Miss Kemp are you sure he feels the same way about it?"
Tant turned her head towards Ronit and nodded,"he might appear to be a cold person Ronit, but to those who he cares about...he is a bit two faced." she laughed.
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Post by Ronit Virani on Aug 16, 2009 21:43:48 GMT 10
"he might appear to be a cold person Ronit, but to those who he cares about...he is a bit two faced."
"He is a bit two faced.." Ronit repeated nodding. "Miss Kemp I know you trust him completely, and he might be a different person when he is with you, but which was his two faces is the real one?"
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Post by Tant kemp/Tony Kemp on Aug 16, 2009 21:48:21 GMT 10
"He is a bit two faced..","Miss Kemp I know you trust him completely, and he might be a different person when he is with you, but which was his two faces is the real one?"
Tant frowned and sighed shacking his head,"don't question me like that Ronit." she said frowning,"i beleive he cares ofr me and thats it." she replied rather snappishly, she couldn't stand that thought of losing someone or being betrayed by someone she loved.
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