Hurt and torn again//Arjun//Adrian

[Krutika Gehi]

"for eternal life."

"Thats the only way me and Tauschung can stay together forever," Krutika added more.

"But there is more to being turn into a vampire than imortality, I hope you do understand that," Mr Gehi said, "Its not... easy."

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Arjun wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her closer to himself, allowing their lips to meet.

[Olivia Hitsugaya]

"Thats the only way me and Tauschung can stay together forever,"
"But there is more to being turn into a vampire than imortality, I hope you do understand that,", "Its not... easy."

Tauschungs lips twitched a slight smile,"she knows this but I am going to help her me and Drop and Klera, and Cooper, Krutika's going to be fine." he said confidently, they would all pitch in and save her soul, keep her a slittle pain as possiable. His eyes went down he watched blood in her viens and saw her nerves, looing back he could tell they were uncertain just by there stiffness and shock.

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Olivia fell into his arms comfortably, his lips heated her and covered with warmth, she felt...warm inside as well, fuzzy almost she felt blank for a moment a feeling she got every time she knew what was going to happen, and nos he wouldn't allow it she wouldn't let her forget this moment and forced thoughts into her mind, sad thoughts dark ones, ones to keep her mind 'balanced' to the point it almost seem to ruin these few moments of there beatiful connection.

[Krutika Gehi]

,"she knows this but I am going to help her me and Drop and Klera, and Cooper, Krutika's going to be fine."

"We trust you for that, Tauschung," Mrs Gehi siad, "But.." she looekd at Krutika, obviously worried for her daughter.

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Arjun continued the kiss gently. It was a very beautiful moment for him but he was being careful in case Olivia lost control.

[Tauschung Hitsugaya]

"We trust you for that, Tauschung,", "But.."

Tauschung stared at Krutika's mother he could understand there reluctant to this he stared down stiffly, he wasn't sure a parent could ever accept a future like this for their child.
"I will not allow Krutika to do this without your blessings." he said lifting his chin looking at them honestly, he already knew Krutika had made up her mind on what she wanted to do, even without permisstion it was the type of person she was. But he wouldn't let her, ot untill her parents agreed.

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Olivia didn't wish for the kiss t end, this perfect little moment, but she was scaring herself on how much darkness was filled in her mind, the millins of ways she was imagining Arjuns death in her head, she pulled away wish a slight rough push to his chest trying to gain some peace in her mind she was a bit shacken up she was on the verge where Olivia wanted to cry as if all those dark thoughts where real in her mind.[/i]

[Krutika Gehi]

"I will not allow Krutika to do this without your blessings.

Krutika looked at Tauschung and then looked down. She had sort of known he would say that.

"Give us some time to think about this, please," Mr Gehi said. He knew he could trust Tauschung, that he would take care of Krutika but at the same time idea of choosing such future for Krutika.. he was not sure about that.

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Arjun saw the look on her face. He understood what she had been trying to do. He stroke her hair gently. "Everything is fine Olivia," he said. .

[Olivia Hitsugaya]

"Give us some time to think about this, please,"
Tauschung nodded, his eyes went down to Krutika she might not be to pleased about what he'd said but something he couldnm't allow happen was for her to turn, her parents to be angrey at him, he dind't want to ruin her good relationship with ehr family. "Shall we wait outside Krutika?" he said guessing her parents wish to talk alone.


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"Everything is fine Olivia,"
Olivia stared at him unsurely, she felt the water soaking away any dirt or dried blood from thier clothing and skin, her eyes stayed on his and she felt calmer by the moment."do...do most people have to do that? she whispered,"do you have to imagine kiling someone you...love to be close to them?" she said not sure.

[Krutika Gehi]

"Shall we wait outside Krutika?"

Krutika nodded and got up. She wanted her parents to happily agree with this decision. She did not wish to back away form it neither did she want to hurt their feelings.

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."do...do most people have to do that? she whispered,"do you have to imagine kiling someone you...love to be close to them?"

"Er, no," Arjun said deciding to be honest with her, "Olivia, we'll try to find a way which can help you with it," he promised her.

[Tauschung Hitsugaya]

"Er, no," , "Olivia, we'll try to find a way which can help you with it,"
Olivia looked at the wet floor and her bare feet, they loked clean unike there usual brown self, she looked at all the scars on them and the hard skin from all the years of standing on bare feet."Arjun...what does the night sky look like?" she whispered.

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Tauschung placed a arm around her shoulders and turned to look at her when they were outside,"You know why I said that don't you Krutika?" he said slowly.

[Krutika Gehi]

"Arjun...what does the night sky look like?"

"It looks.. wait I will show you," Arjun said deciding tha would be better rather than describing it. He tapped his wand to the bathroom wall. An illusion of night sky studded with stars appeared there. Though it was a very strong magic and Arjun was not sure how long it would take before it faded.

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"You know why I said that don't you Krutika?"

"I know," Krutika said, "And I don't blame you for it either. I won't be happy if my parents are hurt because of anything I do."

[Olivia Hitsugaya]

"It looks.. wait I will show you,"
Olivias eyes turned to the roof a big smile on her face as he saw little lights and a dark sky,"whats that?" she pointed tot hte moon.

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"I know,", "And I don't blame you for it either. I won't be happy if my parents are hurt because of anything I do."
Tauschung smiled stroking her hair,"My father was always angrey by bad desitions I made Krutika...and when he went over board and lost his mind...I felt guilty for a long time I never tried to get his permisstion for anything, I never listened to him then, I wont let something liek that happen to you." he said calmly.

[Krutika Gehi]

"whats that?"

The sky faded and disappeared. "Sorry, I will try again," Arjun said concentrating again as the roof slowly turned back into the beautiful sky. "That's the moon," he told her, "And these are the stars."

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"My father was always angrey by bad desitions I made Krutika...and when he went over board and lost his mind...I felt guilty for a long time I never tried to get his permisstion for anything, I never listened to him then, I wont let something liek that happen to you."

Krutika hugged Tauschung. "I know my parents will only want what is better for me. And I am sure we will convince them." She was silent before she thought something and then looked at him. "If I will be a vampire, then will your father be happy with you choosing me?" she asked.

[Olivia Hitsugaya]

"Sorry, I will try again," ,"That's the moon," , "And these are the stars."

The sky had faded for a moment and she felt a bit disappointed, but he brought ti back up just as quickly, her eyes fixed to the roof smiling as he pointed out what the moon and stars where,"wow." she said and then made a face,"this isn't real is it?" she said quietly.

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"I know my parents will only want what is better for me. And I am sure we will convince them." ,"If I will be a vampire, then will your father be happy with you choosing me?"[/i]
Tauschung opened and then closed his mouth with a frown,"thats not a reaosn why you decided to become a vampire right?" he stared eyeing her closely.

[Krutika Gehi]

"wow." she said and then made a face,"this isn't real is it?"

"No, but it is just like that," Arjun promised her.

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"thats not a reaosn why you decided to become a vampire right?"

"Of course not," Krutika said, "I told you my reason to be vampire already. But that would be just.. an additional advantage, I guess," she added hopefully.

[Tauschung Hitsugaya]

"No, but it is just like that,"
Olivia looked up so curiously before she felt cold,"can we get dry now?" she said not really wanting to leave the beatiful sky she'd never seen ebfore as she got up and found a towel she dried her hair thinking."where does the moon go int he day?"


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"Of course not,", "I told you my reason to be vampire already. But that would be just.. an additional advantage, I guess," Tauschung grimced,"I am not sure Krutika, he is a hard man to please...and I would rather you not spend to much time with him." he admitted.

[Krutika Gehi]

"can we get dry now?"

Arjun nodded and turned off the tap, the water stopped pouring down.

"where does the moon go int he day?"

"It remains where it is," Arjun said smiling, "The sun's light is too bright and so we can not see the moon or stars."

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"I am not sure Krutika, he is a hard man to please...and I would rather you not spend to much time with him."

Krutika shrugged, "I will keep trying anyway," she said.