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Post by Nicola Prince on Oct 22, 2009 8:39:19 GMT 10
Nicola felt a arm go around her,"takato?" she whispered hopfully as the arm remained around her waiste, her eyes slid open and saw his eyes bright and brown a smile appeared over her face when she leant up to kiss him, no that wasn't Takotas face...it was his brothers. He heart froze and she almost screamed, then everything went blank and dark.
Nicola woke up for real her heart pounding as she stared aorund her common room, her head hurt painfully as she stared towards the flowers on the bed side table. Only one person constantly left her flowers, "ohh" she moaned slipping out of her bed wearing long black and white swirled patterns on flanilet pants and short sleeved large man shirt who she dind't know belonged to. She was sure it was Takotas but never could she be positive.
Hugging her elbows she slipped outside the common room and rushed out hoping to escape the rest of the day, she dind't want to run into Amiral at all, she'd do anything to avoide him! She seeked darkness and a place to hide, somewhere to be along where no one needed to tell her the duty and honor she had been stamped apound, somehting in which had ruined all her hopes and wants in her life, flushed out because her parents made a choice for her.
Sitting into a corner of a room filled with dust and idnd't seem to be visted often she hide head in her knees.
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Post by Takota Gillen on Oct 23, 2009 18:38:11 GMT 10
Takota sighed softly as he sat on the window ledge of an empty room. He knew he wouldnt be disturbed here and liked it that way. HE looked out over the grounds and the lake to the moon. The trees were swaying gently in the breeze and the water broke softly over the shore of the lake. It was peaceful but takota was frustrated. He was loosing his hearing. He could bearly here the whispers of nature and he had a theory why. It had been dissapering since his brother had stolen nicola from him with an arranged marriage and now takota had no will to live. In a way he was slowly fading, extreamly slowly. He looked down at the lake and the relflection of the moon shone in his eyes, Then he heard light footsteps as someone ran into the room that he was in and sat down in the corner. The wind blew her scent towards him and takota looked up at the note of it. His skin was paler then usual and was worsened by the moonlight. In a way he looked ill. He turned his head slightly to the side and parted his dry pale lips. "nicola" he asked curiously in a voice that sounded weak.
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Post by Nicola Prince on Oct 23, 2009 21:24:28 GMT 10
Nicola took her spot on the ground her arms around herself in attempt to self confort, her hands ran through her hair frustrated to the point where she felt as if she was going to start ripping at it to releive the pain she felt in her heart, to distract her emotions to focus on something else, she had gotten into the habbit of self harming when her husbane had died and she felt alone, it took a long time before she grew out of that deprestion and right now she felt as if she was sinking low back into it without a way to rise up. "nicola" The voice made her \grasp her dilutes eyes darted around aimlessly in the dark in attempt to stop the face,"Amiral, i...i'd like to be alone please." she said there voices, the brothers did sound so like, that caring soothing almost calm voice. Amiral had miniced his brothers well if he had aimed to do so. Her eyes spotted the outline of the other, Nicola slid up the wall her hands slid along the bricks feeling the cracks and rathering dust on her fingers, Nicola took no notice she stared at the boy exspected to see her future husband face in the dim lighting of a pale moon, it seemed to be the same bone structure..but older, more mature eyes...the eyes. she stepped forwards lookng at them, looked as if all hope and life had sucked them dry. she grasped realisng who it was. "Takota?" she stared back at him in a silence of shock for a moment, before she stepped forwards her eyes closed when she did so, she felt his body caging her's as she hugged him tightly andn kissed his cheek."Takota" she whispered again feeling the need to whisper his name, over and over. it felt god to do so. She missed him so much.
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Post by Takota Gillen on Nov 23, 2009 17:51:26 GMT 10
Takota smiled slightly. "nicola" he whispered joyfully as she hugged him. He enclosed his arms around her waist and his eyes lit up when she kissed his pale cheek. "ive missed you so much" he said softly holding her tight letting his own emotions of happiness joy and love wash over her. He looked down into her beautiful eyes.
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Post by Nicola Prince on Nov 23, 2009 18:03:33 GMT 10
"nicola" ,"ive missed you so much" The soothing voice of his and his hands touching her's the waves of happiness emotions that he didn't lingure and keep to himself no Takota was a giver and he gave her happiness without using his power, he shared a pleasant moments with her where they both could feel that tention broken and free to feel their love for each other. Nicolas arms tightened around his neck and burried her face to his shoulders,her hands hook together gripping each hand in the other at first before she let them go and ran her hands thruogh her hair as if she was tyring to hold and touch him as much as she could."I missed you to...are you ok?" she whispered his hands felt good to the touch, how much she hated every moment Amirgal touched her and Nicola would just stay quiet and put up with it ignoring him almost, avodiing as much as possiable.
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Post by Takota Gillen on Nov 23, 2009 18:15:53 GMT 10
Takota closed his eyes as she touched him. He sighed when she asked how he was. He would have to lie. "im fine" he said lightly hiding the pain in his eyes, "are you okay". There was another meaning to his words. "how is your new engagement going" he asked trying to seem at least a little bit happy for her when really he hated his brothers guts.
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Post by Nicola Prince on Nov 23, 2009 18:23:17 GMT 10
"im fine", "are you okay".,"how is your new engagement going" Nicola clutched to him and sniffed."horriable...he's not you Takota, he can try to be the same as you as much as he liked...but he isn't and trying to not think about you is so hard...how he hasn't read my thoughts and heard how much i think about you specially when he is around...Takota i want to die." she whimmpered there was no lie to her words. she wanted to end this pain, wnated to give up and she wasn't even at the Marriage stage yet!
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Post by Takota Gillen on Nov 24, 2009 7:32:31 GMT 10
Takota sighed and held her close to him. Her waves of sadness and pain washed over him in sharp stabs. Takota shook slightly at these feelings and concentrated on calming her. He let the calming of nature wash through him and over her to relax her a little. "its going to be okay nicola i promise" he said softly hugging her close, "i will speak with our families and i will talk to my brother". He had been thinking about this for a while and he had made up his mind. "the only reason why he has not read your mind is because he has read mine and he knows that if he reads your s then i would kill him just like he will not look into your future" he explained.
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Post by Nicola Prince on Nov 24, 2009 7:46:56 GMT 10
"its going to be okay nicola i promise", "i will speak with our families and i will talk to my brother", "the only reason why he has not read your mind is because he has read mine and he knows that if he reads your s then i would kill him just like he will not look into your future" Nicola held her breath feeling the calm wash over her she clutched onto him loving this calmness all over she held him closer her face turned to look at his asher cheek rested on his shoulder blade where he felt like the most comfortable thing to lean on in the world.
"Oh....what did he read in your mind?" Nicola whispered trying to keep a straight mind which could be difficult at times when he was dumbing it with his damn but enjoyable power.
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Post by Takota Gillen on Nov 24, 2009 8:17:31 GMT 10
Takota sighed. "he read all about me running from the battle, about the ambush, about me arriving here and meeting the wildlife here as well as some teachers" he said softly, "and then he felt a huge urge to search deeper where a powerful emotion was resting, when he tried to read that part he saw your face as did i and then i just lost it a hit him with all of my strength into the forest wall and held him down and then he saw in my mind that i would kill him if he ever dared read your mind". There was no lie in his voice. His brother had a small scar at the back of his neck to prove that he was thrown into a tree. "The date for the battle has been set, i leave in a month to ambush them when they least expect it, Colander will be taking amiruals place as second in command as amirual has choosen to stay and look after you his new fiancee" he said dully.
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Post by Nicola Prince on Nov 24, 2009 15:21:50 GMT 10
"he read all about me running from the battle, about the ambush, about me arriving here and meeting the wildlife here as well as some teachers","and then he felt a huge urge to search deeper where a powerful emotion was resting, when he tried to read that part he saw your face as did i and then i just lost it a hit him with all of my strength into the forest wall and held him down and then he saw in my mind that i would kill him if he ever dared read your mind".
Nicola looked down, when he talked like this...this unsettling angrey voice, he didn't sound like himself, Takota reminded her of someone who dind't have a controlled emotion pattern, that he was going to break down and kill everyone as he did so, she shivered and closed her eyes trying to get rid of that unsettling emotion and cluthed to him tighter,"Takota?" she whispered looking back up she couldn't pretend he was feeling something other then anger and hatred right now.
"The date for the battle has been set, i leave in a month to ambush them when they least expect it, Colander will be taking amiruals place as second in command as amirual has choosen to stay and look after you his new fiancee" The thought of him going to war was one she had been learning to deal with it was crushing her and she hated it..."Takota." she repeated watching to to see if he would speak again but there was no more words so now it was her turn."Stop hating your brother please." she whispered,"This choice was the tribes not his own...your going back to war where you belong...and I have my place in the tribe now...Everything is meant to be as it is." she lied of cause but it hurt her to see that the thought of herself getting between the brothers effected Takota so much.
"If it wasn't for me you and your brother would not be fighting...he looks up to you so much, i bet it hurt him to know you hate him."
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Post by Takota Gillen on Nov 24, 2009 15:55:39 GMT 10
Takota was extreamly hurt by her words. "you think i belong in the war, i didnt choose this nicola, if it was my choice id be with you over everything, i love you so much nicola, more then the grass loves water more then the trees love the wind, im completely in love with you, but i guess that dosnt matter now that youve taken your place in the tribe and things are apparantly how they are ment to be" he said trying to hide the pain in his voice, i dnt hate him and he should know that he is hurting me by being with you". Takota closed his eyes his heart throbbing.
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Post by Nicola Prince on Nov 24, 2009 16:00:32 GMT 10
"you think i belong in the war, i didnt choose this nicola, if it was my choice id be with you over everything, i love you so much nicola, more then the grass loves water more then the trees love the wind, im completely in love with you, but i guess that dosnt matter now that youve taken your place in the tribe and things are apparantly how they are ment to be" " i dnt hate him and he should know that he is hurting me by being with you".
Nicola wanted to yell at him and make him stop speaking her head lowered down she stared at her feet as her eyes watered, she wanted him, she needed him...and nothing seemed to matter,"Takota..." she again kept whispering his nam, she couldn't help it she loved his name as much as she loved him it was who he was and he was her's...but itwas wrong."I don't want to hurt you anymore" she said in a quiet voice,"please just forget about me.' she said wanting to die, hit herself anything to make sure that she wouldn't stop breaking his heart. but what else could she do? this was the right thing wasn't it? Inside of herself she knew that wasn't true at all.
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Post by Takota Gillen on Nov 24, 2009 17:40:15 GMT 10
Takota opened his eyes slowly. "so thats it im just supposed to forget about you, i cant just do that nicola besides id be reminded everyday when your my sister in law" he said weakly, "well maybe you will get what you want, after all i am going to war, and we are most likely to lose meaning i wouldnt be coming back". It was true and at the moment takota didnt care. If he couldnt live his life with niocla then he didnt want to live at all. Espically when her and his brother have a baby together later on a few years after there marriage. It was elven custom for that.
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Post by Nicola Prince on Nov 24, 2009 20:32:48 GMT 10
"so thats it im just supposed to forget about you, i cant just do that nicola besides id be reminded everyday when your my sister in law" ,"well maybe you will get what you want, after all i am going to war, and we are most likely to lose meaning i wouldnt be coming back" Nicola shook her head,"your not going to lose Takota!" she said through gritted teeth,"neevr say that please." she whimpered not knowing what to do, she raised her eyes at him knowing he was hurt her own eyes were waterybut she didn't care, she was hurt as well and didn't know what to do."i still want you and your brother to be friends...I didn't mean to make you love you...i didn't mean to fall in love you you." she said wiping a tear away again.
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