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Post by John Ford on Sept 12, 2009 11:57:41 GMT 10
Night fell over Hogwarts as John snook out of his domitory. It wasn't exactly difficult to do, but it still was very irresponsible. It was, however, worth the price. Things have been hectic this past month, but with the new found love, John was enthusiastic, and the little wholes in his hearts, and fragments of broken shards, now began to mend.
The stars above speckled the sky, and not a single cloud was in sight. The moon almost full, hung like a globe in the sky, illuminating the gravel where John walked.
The water of the lake was black like the darkest pits of forgotten shadows. The water's surface was unbroken, and the perfect night was reflected upon its surface.
The sounds of the crickets and sea creatures filled the air, giivng it a very soothing, and erie feeling. After all, sirens had beautiful voices, but that's all it was right now, was The Song of Nights. A simple song. Nothing more then to attract attention, not hearts.
John wondered the shore boarders finding a nice place to sit as he gazed out, open hearted, to the water. He waited. He was waiting for Beau.
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Post by Cade Felic on Sept 12, 2009 12:05:49 GMT 10
Beau walked out of the castle a flick of his wand to a white stick like thing not very long he pressed between his teeth and it lit up right away, Beau placed the cigerate between his teeth and walked slowly down the lawns looking down, he had really gotten himself into a mess with John lately, ever since there love had began. Beau shook his head trying not to picture those moments inside of his own dorm in which Beau claimed Johns body to himself. he clentched his jaw together shacking his head in attempt to push away that thoughts.
his eyes spotted the figure close by the lake and Beau went up behind the figure sliding his arms around Johns waiste, a bit of the end of the cigerate feel from the end to the gorund and beau unclentched his teeth to let the white burnt stick fall and crushed it under his own foot, before kissing Johns cheek lightly."i missed you." he whispered.
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Post by John Ford on Sept 12, 2009 12:09:11 GMT 10
John closed his eyes, his fingers trailing along Beau's palms, seeking entrance to lock fingers. "I've missed you too." John opened his eyes.
John frowned, Beau's thoughts were a chaotic swirl of worry. "Are you alright?" John didn't want to be All-Knowing, nor does he really like showing off, so if Beau wanted to tell John what was wrong, he would be patient enough and wait.
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Post by Cade Felic on Sept 12, 2009 12:15:54 GMT 10
"I've missed you too." ,"Are you alright?" Beau felt that hand tighten on Beau, and beau gripped it. he lowered his face to to Beaus suprsie, tears had begun to fall from Beaus eyes."no." he answered truthfully to John, he held the boy closer needing John to be as close as possiable.
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John Ford
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Post by John Ford on Sept 12, 2009 12:19:49 GMT 10
John saw the small, silvely shimmer. The sign of tears.
John pushed closer, feeling the ever desire just to be close. John reached up, still looking at the water, he placed a hand on Beau's cheek. "I love you Beau." John said silently, but the words seem to vibrate, echoeing along the lake.
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Post by Cade Felic on Sept 12, 2009 12:24:41 GMT 10
"I love you Beau." Johns words echoed through Beau's mind, he could feel the childs desire as he looked at the childish face, the one Beau claimed as his own. he drew the John closer and pressed his hips to Johns. "I, don't deserve you." he said eyes locked to Johns.
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Post by John Ford on Sept 12, 2009 12:28:16 GMT 10
John was suddenly hit with confusion. Which was very rare. John was very rarely confused or let alone surprised.
"You desreve every bit of me. You deserve a lot of things Beau. Me? Well I wouldn't say that, its more I don't deserve you. Last time I checked," John tried to lighten the mood, "you haven't tried to set me on fire... Even if it was an accident... Is the classroom at least... Clean?"
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Post by Cade Felic on Sept 12, 2009 12:31:46 GMT 10
"You desreve every bit of me. You deserve a lot of things Beau. Me? Well I wouldn't say that, its more I don't deserve you. Last time I checked,", "you haven't tried to set me on fire... Even if it was an accident... Is the classroom at least... Clean?" Beau stared at him, how had John just faultered all his sheilds and made him feel like a child himself. Beau couldn't help himself he stepped closer to John taller then he was staring at him."I...i was given another job lately." Beau stared watching him.
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Post by John Ford on Sept 12, 2009 12:33:37 GMT 10
John was confused by this statement as well. It took him a moment before John clued in. It clicked.
"When are you leaving?" John struggled to remain neutral, he didn't want to scream: "STAY!"
"Are you going to do it? What is it you need to do?"
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Post by Cade Felic on Sept 12, 2009 12:44:13 GMT 10
"When are you leaving?""Are you going to do it? What is it you need to do?" Beau stroked the boys face and smiled a little watching it cross with a sort of pain that really was tearing Beau,"i just need to get close to another boy, one at Hogwarts as well and do the usual John, i just...i needed to tel you encase you saw or heard something." he said leaning down and kissing Johns cheek, purposly he had been avoiding all the questions.
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Post by John Ford on Sept 12, 2009 21:40:12 GMT 10
John felt his heart rip in two...
John plastered a smile, trying to keep his pain aside. "Who do you need to get close to?" John asked, more confident then he felt.
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Post by Cade Felic on Sept 12, 2009 22:02:23 GMT 10
"Who do you need to get close to?" Beau stared at the pain int he little childs face"it's work John ok, it's how i do thing. it'll only be them getting close to me ok, i don't give a crap what happened to them. im warning you to stop you from finding shit out and getting hurt please grow up a little." Beau stared at John frowning Beau wasn't sure in how to deal with situations like so. he had never found anyone he really liked and wanted to keep conpletely out of his work
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Post by John Ford on Sept 13, 2009 4:18:39 GMT 10
Something snapped in John, "Why do you think I haven't said anything yet?" John glared. He knew it was just business, so he wasn't going to let it bother him... Much. "So don't jump to conclusions."
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Post by Cade Felic on Sept 13, 2009 9:17:15 GMT 10
"Why do you think I haven't said anything yet?"," Beau gripped onto Johns shoulder and stared at him, he bent to the boys level and kissed his jaw. Beau didn't care of John wanted to pull away, Beau wanted to make the boy calasp from the passtion forget anything troubling. John deserved that and Beau wanted him. "Im sorry I snapped" he whispered slowly licking the boys ear.
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John Ford
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Post by John Ford on Sept 14, 2009 1:56:35 GMT 10
John shuddered, "Its okay. I'm just... Really tired..." John whispered, closing his eyes. "Why did you want to meet me here?"
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