John Ford
Ravenclaw
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I'm crying inside and I'm the only one that can see it...
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Post by John Ford on Aug 19, 2009 8:13:27 GMT 10
John smiled tilting his head to the side, his lips grassed his forehead, then smiled once more, kindly. "I appreciate the fact you think of me, as anything else as normal. To answer your question. Its simple. There would be so many things that would weep. So many things that would hurt. The sky would turn red with your blood. The grass and trees would bend, as if weeping and sorrowing over your death. The mountains will whisper your name, and the rivers and the winds would bring your memories to the four corners of the world."
John smiled once more, "You don't want to die. You just feel as if you do not belong. That is another thing I must tell you. You do belong, perhaps you do not see it now, but it will show. What about Copper? What about yourself? I see great things from you... The reason why I did not let you die is because even though it is not my job to choose suffering, I will not let one life be a waste. Living is lifes greatest challenge, it is something that we all must endure, but the rewards. In the end... Are great. I promise you that."
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Post by Jurrell Hall Kennedy on Aug 19, 2009 8:26:16 GMT 10
He bit his lip as the boy kissed his forhead. He listened to his kind words and felt like crying then and there. He didn't think that of himself. It wasn't that he was modest.. far from it when he did something great he wanted people to know but.. what he had done in his life wasn't great.. wasn't right.. he saved hundreds by killing thousands.. he rescued many by sending others to there doom.
Jurrell wanted the boys sweet face to distract him again he wanted to feel the same warmth in his arms. but.. You do belong, perhaps you do not see it now, but it will show. What about Copper? What about yourself? I see great things from you... The reason why I did not let you die is because even though it is not my job to choose suffering, I will not let one life be a waste He felt week scared. He looked at the height he had jumped from. He quivered at the thought of it. He bit his lip. Why am I so scared.. He thought to himself befor realising the other boy would here.
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John Ford
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I'm crying inside and I'm the only one that can see it...
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Post by John Ford on Aug 19, 2009 8:31:21 GMT 10
John gave a soft, gentle, chuckle. It was like honey. Chimes to the wind. Musical, lyrical. John held him once more bringing him down so the boy could rest, John mannovered himself so that Jurrell could lay upon his chest while his arms wrapped around the boy. He seemed less panicky when he gave affection.
"Your scared," John tried to explain, "because you cannot forgive yourself. Your afraid of what will happen to you. Who will know. Your afraid of losing everything. Again. You have nothing to fear Jurrell, you are not alone." John's lips were pressed to Jurrell's ear as he whispered soothingly. "I know you have been alone for so long, but you are not. You are going to do great things Jurrell. Many, amazing and wonderful things. For you, Jurrell, is amazing. Talented. You have done in your past, but we all have. It is better to save many, then none at all. Forgive yourself..."
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Post by Jurrell Hall Kennedy on Aug 19, 2009 16:57:46 GMT 10
I know you have been alone for so long, but you are not. You are going to do great things Jurrell. Many, amazing and wonderful things. For you, Jurrell, is amazing. Talented. You have done in your past, but we all have. It is better to save many, then none at all. Forgive yourself.. Jurrell was quivering again his ear felt his warm breath enloping it. J-john. He whispered shakilly.
Johns laugher echoed into him. He bit his lip.~you can tell what I'm feeling... He thought solemly. ~you're words are helping there beautiful but... He couldn;t help thinking of his bresth and his soft lips. "don't let me beleive that it wont go away.." He said shaking a little.
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John Ford
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Post by John Ford on Aug 19, 2009 23:32:43 GMT 10
John nodded and turned the boy's face to him, John gave a weak smile, "Then let me fix you up. This might sting..." John had done this before, but its been a long while. John's soul fell into his, and they merged, connected, from that, John placed his words in his memory, searing them forever, always inscribed, so everytime Jurrell felt depressed or something going wrong, John's words would replay in his head, his touch, his warmth and kindness would play against his skin.
When John had finished, he unlocked their eyes, John was panting, beads of sweat clung to his hair and he was paler.
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Post by Jurrell Hall Kennedy on Aug 22, 2009 23:10:28 GMT 10
Jurrell felt his hands on his head and then a spectral warmth over come him. It felt like.. death.. Life.. Inbetween.. beyond. Sadly his wasn;t the only foreigh soul. Jurrell felt a seering pain as Sarah tried to jump forward. Oh No!!! Jurrell whimpered back as he felt John blindly try and help him. It was sweet but he couldn;t sense the danger. Even in the short instance so much pain was done with his other self chuckling away in side at his weekened soul....
He looked up slowly at the weeker john eyes half closed. An unsatisfying click of the fingers and craking off the knuckles and things took a change for the worse. John had no idea what doors he had accidently unlocked by being there. His nails hardened involuntarely and his eyes where completly cossumed by the golden hungry evil. His teath thickened and his voice became higher became less human.
Sarah looked up at John... "Is Jurrell the only smart one... the only one who realises helping him is useless"
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John Ford
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I'm crying inside and I'm the only one that can see it...
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Post by John Ford on Aug 23, 2009 6:54:40 GMT 10
John tried to pull away, but it was fruitless, to powerful. John whinced, "What did you do to him?" John hissed.
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Post by Jurrell Hall Kennedy on Aug 23, 2009 15:57:29 GMT 10
Jurrell or Sarah looked into John's eyes. He had a chuckly. "what did I do I've been with Jurrell this whole time him holding me back you should know that you saw his past.. you saw all the dark things I can do..." He smiled. "so realy what did you do to him" He said evilly his golden eyes reflecting the stars above. Jurrell bit his lip inside and tried to get Sarah back but the fall the sorrow the boys warm touch had made him feel less monstrous.. less violent.. made his soul weeker. Sarah licked his lips. "It's been a while since i've been let out for a feed.. and even longer since someone has been this diserably sorrowful.. this delicously unique..." He hummed to himself with his eyes closed. "atleast me and Jurrell are agreeing on something"
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John Ford
Ravenclaw
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I'm crying inside and I'm the only one that can see it...
Posts: 268
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Post by John Ford on Sept 2, 2009 1:46:00 GMT 10
John stepped away, wand at the ready. He would never hurt the boy, but maybe a little illegal curse could bring Jurrell back. John pointed the wand at Jurrell. "Imp-"
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