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Post by John Ford on Aug 17, 2009 8:31:36 GMT 10
John blushed to the kiss. What did this mean? What did Beau mean? Not only to him, but to himself.
John looked at his arm, "You'll be fine. It will heal quickly, soon we should leave. First you rest. And Beau?" John said before turning to some plants as he cut them quickly, "I knew about the assassinations in my first year. Still didn't.... Still doesn't... Change how I feel about..." John cut himself short as he moved to another plant saying something about stay there.
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Post by Cade Felic on Aug 17, 2009 13:00:18 GMT 10
"You'll be fine. It will heal quickly, soon we should leave. First you rest. And Beau?", "I knew about the assassinations in my first year. Still didn't.... Still doesn't... Change how I feel about..." Beau looked at John in silence and sighed,"I quit assanating people when I began teaching John, I don't like it, the rewards weren't worth it anymore" he replied calmly greatful his arm was no longer throbbing, he still had that urge to take John and kiss him but controlled himself not to do so.
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Post by John Ford on Aug 17, 2009 14:01:34 GMT 10
John came back with more herbs as he turned it into a liquid to apply to the wound, "I know that." John said, "It still isn't my buisness what you did, who you killed, who you are. Its none of my business. Its yours. If you so wish tot ell me, you will." John said calmly, applying the mixture to the wound, "But I'm saying. Did change how I felt about you. how I view you. How I feel about you."
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Post by Cade Felic on Aug 17, 2009 15:24:52 GMT 10
"I know that.", "It still isn't my buisness what you did, who you killed, who you are. Its none of my business. Its yours. If you so wish tot ell me, you will.", "But I'm saying. Did change how I felt about you. how I view you. How I feel about you." Beau sat clamly as he applied the ointment of some sort to his wound.beau pushed his hand away and sighed,"take care of yourself" he muttered he felt fine now and he was a big boy he could take care of his own wounds if he needed to.
"I...I don't want to talk really" he replied calmly he didn't like talking of his past it haunted him enough he didn't want others to know about it, he watched john with the mosters and sluggy plants. He pushed them aside again he found his lips to Johns, maybe it was just the amazment and releife he is alive that drew john to Beau so much right now.
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Post by John Ford on Aug 18, 2009 22:44:06 GMT 10
John pulled away as soon as their lips made contact, "Please... stop doing that." John said as he moved his wand in a healing spell, "You don't mean it. When you do it." John got up and moved about the forest once more.
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Post by Cade Felic on Aug 19, 2009 7:53:08 GMT 10
"Please... stop doing that." John said as he moved his wand in a healing spell, "You don't mean it. When you do it" Beau stared in suprsie as he moved away and said that. smething hit Beau and he got up,"Oh...if thats wqhat you think i dont mean it, then whatever." he said he was angrey now. he didn't ofdten openingly express any of his feelings towardsa anyone and here Johnw as telling him he didn't mean it. that only caused him anger and then even more anger for being humliated. he stuck his hadns in his pocket and walked in another direction fdrom John.
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Post by John Ford on Aug 19, 2009 8:18:03 GMT 10
John pointed his wand to the teacher and a spell ripped from John's lips making Beau sit down, "Stay!" John barked angry. John returned with more plants, "Your more injured then you think..." John muttered as he began to grind the drags into a liquid, "I don't mean you don't mean it, I mean is, your not sure if you mean it." John shot him a look, "If you move I'm putting you in a body freezing spell and we'll talk telepathically." John warned before returning to the wound and continuing, "I'm not stupid. Nor blind. Your just as confused I am. You didn't love me for several years, that was my job."
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Post by Cade Felic on Aug 19, 2009 9:33:22 GMT 10
"Stay!", "Your more injured then you think...", "I don't mean you don't mean it, I mean is, your not sure if you mean it.", "If you move I'm putting you in a body freezing spell and we'll talk telepathically." "I'm not stupid. Nor blind. Your just as confused I am. You didn't love me for several years, that was my job." Beau didn't look at the boy now he struck his lower lip out and sat waiting he hated being ijured, it had only been his arm not like walking ahoulf hurt him. If it had been anyone else putting spells and threatening him Beau would of gone balistic. He folded his legs refusing to look at John or talk sitting.
Right john, pretend you know anything about me or what I feel and think. Only I know and you can only guess. He thought.
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Post by John Ford on Aug 19, 2009 9:48:31 GMT 10
John shook his head, "Then you are just as stupid as I thought you would be." John muttered, John got up, "Return to the school. By the end of the night, you won't even hear from me again. You weren't the one to fall in love," John said, his eyes burning with anger and tears, "But I did."
John turned his back to the teacher, "Avis." he muttered and white birds errupted from his wand, flying by his head, swooping and soaring.
"You think everything is about you." John said, turning back to Beau, "Well guess what. It isn't. Your feelings aren't the only one s on the line. Your not the one who keeps getting hurt. Its me. So before you shoot off your mouth you jerk, think about the things you think and you say, because frankly, I'm sick of trying to make myself be seen by you. Its just to painful. Disappointing and wasteful. I loved you from the first year, and its not your fault you never felt that way towards me, but don't you dare start kissing me and telling me I suddenly matter."
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Post by Cade Felic on Aug 19, 2009 10:42:19 GMT 10
Beay allowed the boy to yell all he wanted at him he stayed silent and waited untill he stopped. "John, feelings and people change specially when a relationship is built. Im sorry if my sudden attraction makes me mad and I didn't find you attractive when you were 11 years old" he replied thinly not much emotion in his voice because he didn't want to let john know he was thinking.
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Post by John Ford on Aug 19, 2009 11:36:57 GMT 10
John almost burst into laughter, "If you liked me when I was eleven I would have you thrown in jail." the laughter lighting up his face but then John sighed, "How am I suppose to feel Beau? When you are someone who keeps hiding. Not from me. But from himself?"
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Post by Cade Felic on Aug 19, 2009 12:03:53 GMT 10
"If you liked me when I was eleven I would have you thrown in jail." Beau nodded,"exactly and being in a relationship with you is going to end up with me in jail now as well" he said sounding a bit frustrated now, it had been his point exactly john shouldn't get mad his feelings had suddenly change. Yes beau was confused about them but shouldn't he be happy that Beau was trying for him?
"How am I suppose to feel Beau? When you are someone who keeps hiding. Not from me. But from himself?" Beau shrugged simply,"I've only grown on lies, sometimes I feel consumed by them and I forget what's real and who I am, and really...I don't like who I am, dosnt mean I can't like other people"
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Post by John Ford on Aug 19, 2009 12:06:15 GMT 10
John came closer, "Listen. This is just really hard for me. The man I loved... Love... Suddenly likes me back. This is NOT simple for me." John said kneeling beside him, "I understand why your confused. But just because you don't like yourself doesn't mean I don't." John said stroking back Beau's hair.
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Post by Cade Felic on Aug 19, 2009 12:24:35 GMT 10
"Listen. This is just really hard for me. The man I loved... Love... Suddenly likes me back. This is NOT simple for me.", "I understand why your confused. But just because you don't like yourself doesn't mean I don't." Beau tilted his head upwards pressing his lips to the palm of johns hand, he stared at the boy his tight brown eyes around the large black pupils, he sighed into the hand. "Im glad you like me john, and I don't want you pushing me away or around because I like you back," he said looking at the boy seriously. "I...I like being head on and doing things at a fast pace" he muttered turning his head away now sort of explaining why beau had been attempting to kiss john eariler.
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Post by John Ford on Aug 19, 2009 13:22:16 GMT 10
John was still slightly confused but John came over wrapping his arms around the teacher and pulling him close before he moved Beau's head to him, John pressed his lips to his, parted his lips and let his tongue slip in as he fingers locked into his hair, and his other hand rubbed his chest.
"You have no idea how long I've wanted this..." John said passionately.
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